[	mood	|	exhausted	]
[	music	|	Sublime-Santeria	]

wow, so i havent wrote in this thing in 4ever!!!.. im backkkkk

well maybe..life has been sooo very busy, and i havent really been around.

spring break...yeh just a good excuse to work more hours..

yesss im def. not goin out 2nite considering i slept for an hour last night..

goodnight:) <333

[	mood	|	tired	]
[	music	|	3 doors down-if i could be like that	]

yeh so i havent wrote in this thing forever, ive had so much to do lately it isnt even funny.  Hopefully soon life will slow down a little bit, but until then ya kno the deal.  Im exhausted, but yeh that means nothing.

basically i have nothing that i want to write;)

laterrr <333

[	mood	|	tired	]
[	music	|	UsHeR- -BuRn	]

woot woot so friday im legal.. i dono that really means nothin to me considering nothings different lol..

umm yehh i got so much shit to do, i dont kno whyyyy im wasting my time with this..but yehh

thats it;) <333

[	mood	|	pissed off	]
[	music	|	Lifehouse-Everything...	]

well well, just as things are starting to calm down...

who would EVER think..calm down? my life?..NEVER

its basically non-stop stress...but i guess thats 4 everyone..

if these past few weeks have taught me anything it is that you never know who your friends are... no matter how long you've been friends with someone, no matter how close you think you are with someone, no matter how much you have been there for that person...THEY WILL NEVER BE THERE FOR YOU.

this is why all the smart people are selfish... cuz this way they dont expect things from people...

guess thats where i went wrong in life... but people make mistakes..

mistakes... gotta love em;)

thats that...

ooh and if you plan on continuing to be my friend..i suggest that something is done for my birthday...yes, this applies to a few people.

later <333

[	mood	|	indifferent	]
[	music	|	NiCk CaNnOn Ft. R.KeLLy...Gigolo..	]

yeh so its Sunday night....

every Sunday night for as long as i can remember has been aka Sex and the City Night... ugh!! this is sooo horrible!!! no other show will ever be as good as that one..

depression mode starts here;)

anyway.. busy week (like most weeks)..what else is new..

i dono thats really it...

<333

[	mood	|	scared	]
[	music	|	Evanescence-My Immortal...	]

andtheriskissoworthtaking*

(that can be the quote of the year)

after the past few weeks, ive realized a real lot of things..

i realized who my true friends are, and i realized who i can trust in life(finally), i realized that forgiving people is the on the top 5 of the hardest things a person will ever have to do...

even though sometimes you know a person is so wrong, how do you know that they actually realized how wrong they really were...

by asking for an apology, and getting an "im sorry"..does that truly mean anything, considering you asked for one?

so many questions..no answers..ever.. somethings in life i guess will always be unanswered questions..

sometimes i guess in a way having questions unanswered is easier then hearing the real answers...

so.. is it better to forgive and forget..

or just to leave things the way they are..

this pain is just to real..

theres just to much that time cannot erase...

okay, and tomorrow at 9:00 pm.. i will be sooo sad because there will be no more sex and the city..and that is horrible:(

thats enough i think...

laterr <333

[	mood	|	tired	]
[	music	|	Evanescence-hello...	]

nothing i really want to right about right now..

but just one thing.. bri and vanessa, you guys are the best people in the world, and i love ya both soo much, thank you for everything.. i really appreciate you guys

ooh for those of you who have bad memories my 18th birthday is march 12th..so yeh keep that in mind..thankssss;)

Anna's my bestest friend in the entire world and NO1 elses  

[	mood	|	peaceful	]
[	music	|	im so in2 u..yeh its a summer song nd i want it 2 b summer:)	]

well a week off of school=ilisa works everyday..

but yeh, i havent wrote in this thing for awhile, basically b/c my parents decided to rip half the house apart and "clean" personally i think they made a huge mess..but hey, who am i to say anything:)

thank god there is no school this week, i hate school and id rather be working anyway.

had a pretty good weekend tho..

i dono what else to write..so yeh thats all..

laterrr <333 

[	mood	|	discontent	]
[	music	|	Story of the year... Until the day i die	]

yeh so today, school-gym-stupid asl project.. and yeh thats that..

yeh im becoming addicted to the gym again, but hey theres worse things to be addicted 2;)..

hahaha two too to = six... (only understood by a special few;) )

yeh i love leavin school early everyday.. its great.. and yeh fridays are the best cuz i get out of school at 12:10.. i <3 scale psychology..heh

thats all.. time for a starbucks run..

laterr <333

Until the day i die..

ill spill my heart for you </3

[	mood	|	happy	]
[	music	|	take a guess.. ;)	]

yeh this weekends been pretty good actually.. i got to sleep late today:) yay.. ohh and my cars fixed..:)

hmm so today.. went to the gym n out to lunch with brian.. then worked all night.. gotta love it..

and tomorrow no work.. woot woot.. got alot of homework to do kinda sorta maybe..who knows.. and goin 2 the mall with laurie. and then blah school on monday and work.gotta love mondays.. NOT..

no time for anything this week..gotta love that too.. workin friday n saturday night..and i got stuff to do all week.. oooh yes!

anywaysss

thats whats up..;)

and baby i just melt away..
fall like rain..
everytime i see your face..i go off..
i just wana break it down..
anytime you come around..
and baby i could melt away..
in your arms..

<333

[	mood	|	tired	]
[	music	|	Dr.Dre & Dj Quik... Put it on me..	]

yeh its friday, so like every friday for as long as i can remeber i worked from 1-9:30.. yeh fun rite? alwaysssss

anyways yeh also like every friday night im like to tired to do anything cuz yeh thats the way it goes.. i mean i just want to sleep but i dont.. blahh yeh;)

yay..saturday mornin' gym with brian and maybe vanessa.. its jus one of those things that yah always gotta look forward too. then workin at night.. shocking isnt it?

possibly time to sleep.. ya kno?:)

ooh yeh and cant forget the depression shoppin trip on sunday with laurie..haha

ohh yeh and the project for my stupid ASL class.. bitch.

andddd my psych. workbook.. blahh

and thats that;)

when does it end?

laterrrr <333

[	mood	|	lonely	]
[	music	|	Eamon..I dont want you back..	]

came into my life..sent from above..when i asked to go home..boy you showed me love..checkin for ya boy, you right on time..angel of mine </3

woot woot, that used to be the song of the moments of way back whenever those horrible times are.. yeh havent heard it in 4ever and of course yes today i'm drivin home in the rain, what better then to hear this song.. by the way if you dont kno what im talkin bout dont ask cuz yeh  :)

woot woot i cant wait for ER on Thursday.. this week im not guna 4get to watch it or tape it.. this week i feel like i've been taping stuff for people all week..but yeh its alll good;).. yeh cuz im good like that..hah

ooh yeh and my song of the day is def. dedicated to someone cuz he told me to download it and yeh thank you :) heh

 laterr <333

[	mood	|	working	]
[	music	|	Usher ft. Lil' Jon & Ludacris- yeah	]

yeh wud up peoples.. busy day so yeh this will be short and sweet...

2nd semester started today...oh joy.. this means only 2 more quarters of high school...thank god:) time to move on to better things..

i hope people were lying to me wen they said that high school is the best time in life... Yeh they def. are;)

time for work...

laterrr <333

believe me i won't let you down

because you're the best thing i got around

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mood

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sick

]

yeh i feel like shit, i dono i have like a headach, maybe its cuz i really dont wana go back to school 2moro, but i kinda have to cuz i cant miss anymore school..

yeh i also really dont feel like working today, cuz i dont feel good, and im not in the mood for caffiene addicts with attitude problems:)

but if ya wana be nice then come visit..if not then dont..

whatever time to go..

laterrr <333

[	mood	|	crazy	]
[	music	|	Lazard-4 O'cLock in the Mornin	]

hey everyoneeee..

ahh sex and the city is almost over...omg wat am i guna do now!!! for like ever every sunday night was totally devoted to that show:( now what!!!! lol...

so random..

anyways for those of you who kno what happened the other day, thanks for being there for me.. especially one person..who i really appreciate, cuz yeh;)

umm thats really it...

blahh back to school 2moro:(..i dont wana goooo..

laterrr <333

[	mood	|	hyper	]
[	music	|	La Bouche-Sweet Dreams...	]

im like in this awsome mood and like NOTHING can change that.. yay!..

goin to the gym soon with a few awsome people;) then working tonight..which is blahh but its all good

ahh and jay! congrats to jay cuz he hasnt smoked in 5 days..woot woot;) i heart youuuu

thats that..

laterrr <333